I know that I promised a caution sign for negative posts. There's not one here, but I'm not apologizing. It's not all going to be negative. In fact, my plan is to make it funny.
This Saturday did not turn out at all like I had planned. I woke up in a foul mood. Thus, I was in a foul mood all day. I couldn't get my mind wrapped around what project I wanted to tackle. I should have known not to tackle anything too hard.
The first plan was to do my second pin-up style knock off. But the shirt that I was going to refashion no longer fit (darn the local Mexican restaurant). So I decided to make the dress I wanted with the beautiful navy blue ponte knit that I bought for way too much. I needed to do this. After all, I finally had my red wedges to match that I had been in search of. But as I was winding my bobbin, my thread ran out. I had to go to two different stores to find some navy thread.
All was made better for a while when I got home and X-Men Origins was on. Even as a mutant, Hugh Jackman is one fine man.
Then I commenced to making the dress. Nothing went as planned. I think the dress was mutating on me. I finally decided that it wasn't going to turn out how I had imagined. I changed my game plan and started redesigning.
Until I accidentally cut the straps off.
I think I threw it across the room. I'm not sure. I was in that mode where I just threw things. I know I threw the mayonnaise jar across the kitchen. Thankfully those are no longer made of glass.
But all hope is not lost! I still think I can salvage a decent dress from what I had. I was just so frustrated that I couldn't think of anything besides my "failure." I'm so self concious aboug failing. It has always seemed like the world was just waiting on me to fail. I've always felt like there were very few people who liked me. I'm not really sure if that's the truth, or if it's just a lie that Satan planted in my little middle schooler brain 15 years ago that somehow flourishes. Even if it is true, I KNOW there are some really great people who do love me. Even and especially when I do "fail." And to all of those people who fall into that category, thank you. You know who you are :)
But the only ones who never fail are those who never try anything new. I can tell myself that now.
So now the hunt is on for a shirt to refashion. And my seam ripper is going to get a lot of love.
But this weekend, I'm going to Dollywood again with Hubs, my Mama and Daddy, and Sam and Megan, my brother and his girlfriend. So unless the urge hits me after work one day. There ain't nothing in that sewing room getting much love this week!
